notes

not enough time in the world to do software dev (i say knowing i spend like a lot of time sitting there and doing nothing)

part of me really wants to do some roblox dev rn. cause i haven’t touched studio or anything in so long.

and then i remember i need to have an idea to make :(

sometimes i think about those late nights of us sitting in hine hall working on jagline++ during bridge week and like, those were really nice tbh. was fun building something together, even if not many people use it

wtf wtf wtf i got a job offer??????

saige leave in time for therapy challenge

just realized she called me sweetie earlier aaaaaaaaaaaaa

god i love her so fucking much >.<

god i really want to get a bunch of raspberry pis rn

hm where could i fit a server rack in my apartment...

kinda wannya post my swarm checkins here but idk

https://music.apple.com/us/album/0m61ly5m/1554408228?i=1554408229

only thing i love more than sqlite is my girlfriend. and maybe splatoon.

brain is back to how i was when i used fedi (i want followers lol)

her plushie is so cute… love hugging it :pleadingcat: makes me feel safe….

god she’s so fucking cute aaaaaaaaa :pleadingcat:

second night in a row of making spaghetti

tbh tomorrow night might be the same 😭

testing how tags are syndicated to bluesky #test1

what if splashcat integration with atproto (i have no idea how this would work)

noooo my ex is on bluesky :((( (the bad one)

still want to learn kubernetes for my funny pis, but the one pi is already running coolify 😭

@aagaming.me pls teach me sometime (i could read docs myself but that takes effort...)

the desire to have a server rack in my apartment...

hhhhh usually would get to see my girlfriend tomorrow but fall break ruins that :(

names are so hard. i’ve started just using saige as my name on things sometimes, and i just changed it in the app for ordering food on my campus cause i got tired of them fucking up the pronunciation of rosalina (name in that is separate than other uni stuff).

i kinda want to change my name to just saige in the funny student center. but idk if i’ll have to explain to professors then :(

ok made my bluesky bio actually kinda gooder now ig :3

hugging her plushie is so comfy :3

can’t wait to steal her jacket again next week hehe

hihi will this post to bluesky without a link back pls?

webcage is so good,,,,

just realized my girlfriend can post to my bluesky account now lol

i miss my girlfriend,,,,,,

i have her plushie though hehe

it's so weird having just a reverse chronological timeline to browse tbh. idk...

also weird having to come back to my website to post anything but that is the indieweb spirit or something (i could do pesos but takes effort, bleh)

just realized i didn't have the heat on and so i've just been freezing to death

ugh ok maybe this weekend i will redo how my website works so not every post syndicated to bluesky includes a url

but i am so eepy rn

god my girlfriend has such good music tastes... or at least what she sends me/makes me listen to is really good

huh i am like a week behind on mathober posting huh... oops

hi posting this on my website to check if it'll get syndicated to bluesky through bridgy (pls pls pls work)

she stole my jacket from me (i stole it from her first and was wearing it cause it made me feel comfy and safe)

i miss hugging her jacket tbh

have this stuck in my head now https://music.apple.com/us/album/tensionnn/1732112388?i=1732112389

not complaining though :3

wtf

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just like. idk. this night is like. idk. can’t find the words rn

feel kinda terrible rn tbh but i shouldn’t :deadAnya:

gay (i am bored)

her jacket smells nice.......

omg i get to hug her jacket because she forgot it.....

this stupid armrest should stop existing (it is in my way and makes it uncomfy)

blushing so much rn hehe

blehhhhhh i dont wannya learn about java rn i wannya listen to the funny song that is stuck in my head for some reason (specifically the same like 10 seconds because it's sampling a song i rlly like...... or i could listen to the actual song thats being sampled....... idk i just wannya listen to music rn tbh)

discord users will literally pay for nitro just to make their profile completely unreadable (i love white text on white background)

painting my nails fucking sucks (it gives me too much time to think)

god i had been doing so fucking good for a while and then today i have just been the most emotional mess ever lol