miss her :(

everything hurts so much

maybe that’s what i’ll do today

kinda wannya add private posts here through indieauth.

just realized she called me silly hehe

very weird dream >.<

kagi.com "how do i know if a girl likes me"

meow hi :3

feel so terrible rn. might be sick

eepy

there's no way she likes me right?? it's definitely just platonic. friendly. :3

like, no one could ever actually like me rightttttt

there’s no way she likes me though right

melting,,,,,,,,

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

blushing so much

i have a crush :3

rosalina has a crush :3

:3

mmmm keep thinking about that and just

need that again………….

meow

mmm my brain can not handle seeing a cute girl,,,,,,,

actually how is she so cute??

rosalina think about something other than kissing for more than 5 minutes challenge (impossible)

need to hold a girl’s hand,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

the neurotypical cishets don’t know what they’re missing out on

god i hate having crushes

just makes me all nervous and scared and aaaa

literally can't focus on anything rn cause im just constantly terrified

rosalina try not to have a crush on like everyone challenge >.< (fuckkkkkkkk why do i kinda have a crush on her maybe.......... >.<)

like 90% of akko instances in my experience have like every api blocked if you’re not authenticated. which is annoying as fuck like, i literally just want to see what others replied with… or one will just, not sure any info about local users. so in replies they have no pfp, no name, no username. can’t look at any local profiles.

i hate this timeline.

hate myself

why do i even try to have friends

want to cry so much

why do i just suck at literally everything

really feel like maybe i should just kms at this point.

i hate fedi.

just realized i accidentally said discord instead of irc when talking abt what i see used mostly >.< (havent implemented post editing on my website yet...... >.<)

Then why bother with #IndieWeb at all?

idk >.< like. having discord and whatever makes it more approachable for people new and wanting to learn more....

I'm talking about over half a year that I've been in their channel.

shrug idk to me it seems like it's mostly discord and slack.

My point is getting stronger, I think.

sure? tbh not sure exactly what your point is rn but im also a bit sleepy....

Its not a privacy concern, its a concern about IndieWeb's stated goals and their actions which go directly against it.

mmm, fair ig. idk compromising here seems ok? is kinda similar to posse things i think. also like, it keeps the chat more approachable for new community members. same reason we don't use dev words in #indieweb, to avoid scaring new people off.

Backtracking within the next sentence, nice.

uh sorry, i guess? idk what to say >.< i'm just a dumb girl.

anyways like, idk, people like convenience.

Most messages in the channel however come from #Discord...

not from what i've seen? i see mostly irc (including web client at https://chat.indieweb.org/) and slack. if all you've looked at is #indieweb over the past day or so, yeah it's a lot of discord users i guess. but i don't think that's representative of the entire community.

... everything goes to Discord.

i guess, yeah. don't really see this as like, a privacy concern or anything though. most channels (excluding random and chat) are publicly logged, and tmk it'd be easy to log anything through irc for those channels? don't really think anyone should be talking in the indieweb chats with the expectation of privacy.

the main community presence isn't tied to discord? not discord specifically anyways. everything goes through irc, and it's bridged elsewhere (slack and matrix(?)). it's literally just a convenience thing.

mrow??

eepy

website where for each http request, it makes a request to openai to generate the html (slightly different page every time :3)

first this restaurant was playing paramore and now weezer omg

i love it here

eepy

am i actually about to cry just from playing captain toad: treasure tracker

captain toad: treasure tracker 2 pls nintendo 🥺

eepy

genuinely so tempted to just. block everyone on discord. or something. idk. just want to die.

wonder if any of them even noticed i left the group like a week ago lol.

they're probably celebrating tbh

to everyone i talk to, i'm just an annoyance.

feel so forgotten about.

pretty sure everyone would just forget abt me tbh

mrowwwww meow meow meow (i'm in monocle rn :3)

the temptation to call prod lp1