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feeling of defeat rn tbh

i just miss her so much,,,

omg i know the song they’re playing in this panera cause nea played it last saturday lol

ugh i have to drive home

im so sleepy though

meowwwwwwwww

so eepy and worried about my girlfriend :(

also i should get out of bed probably so i can like. drive to my appointment,,,,

splatoon 3 sleepy sounds are so comfy

sadly it doesn’t make the worry go away :(

god i’m so fucking scared rn and i really don’t think i should be logically. just love her so much…

trying to stay calm rn but i cannot

eek i’m really fucking scared rn >.<

thought my ex ruined hyperpop for me but nope this is fucking amazing (or whatever my wife sends me is)

god i love webcage so much...

hhhh i should really work on the nxapi splashcat uploader but then i have to touch nxapi code but there's like electron and lots of files and it confuses me and there's like a whole structure but i don't know what the magic structure is and i dont wannya figure it outttttt

still can't believe i get to be her little puppygirl :pleadingcat:

i love her so much aaaaa >.<

forgot roblox studio ui is starting to look modern now omg

would anyone like to buy me a nas and 7 hard drives pretty pls :pleadingcat: https://store.ui.com/us/en/category/all-new-integrations/products/unas-pro

huh deno is on bluesky apparently? sad it's not web scale :(

not enough time in the world to do software dev (i say knowing i spend like a lot of time sitting there and doing nothing)

part of me really wants to do some roblox dev rn. cause i haven’t touched studio or anything in so long.

and then i remember i need to have an idea to make :(

sometimes i think about those late nights of us sitting in hine hall working on jagline++ during bridge week and like, those were really nice tbh. was fun building something together, even if not many people use it

wtf wtf wtf i got a job offer??????

saige leave in time for therapy challenge

just realized she called me sweetie earlier aaaaaaaaaaaaa

god i love her so fucking much >.<

god i really want to get a bunch of raspberry pis rn

hm where could i fit a server rack in my apartment...

kinda wannya post my swarm checkins here but idk

https://music.apple.com/us/album/0m61ly5m/1554408228?i=1554408229

only thing i love more than sqlite is my girlfriend. and maybe splatoon.

brain is back to how i was when i used fedi (i want followers lol)

her plushie is so cute… love hugging it :pleadingcat: makes me feel safe….

god she’s so fucking cute aaaaaaaaa :pleadingcat:

second night in a row of making spaghetti

tbh tomorrow night might be the same 😭

testing how tags are syndicated to bluesky #test1

what if splashcat integration with atproto (i have no idea how this would work)

noooo my ex is on bluesky :((( (the bad one)

still want to learn kubernetes for my funny pis, but the one pi is already running coolify 😭

@aagaming.me pls teach me sometime (i could read docs myself but that takes effort...)

the desire to have a server rack in my apartment...

hhhhh usually would get to see my girlfriend tomorrow but fall break ruins that :(

names are so hard. i’ve started just using saige as my name on things sometimes, and i just changed it in the app for ordering food on my campus cause i got tired of them fucking up the pronunciation of rosalina (name in that is separate than other uni stuff).

i kinda want to change my name to just saige in the funny student center. but idk if i’ll have to explain to professors then :(

ok made my bluesky bio actually kinda gooder now ig :3

hugging her plushie is so comfy :3

can’t wait to steal her jacket again next week hehe

hihi will this post to bluesky without a link back pls?

webcage is so good,,,,

just realized my girlfriend can post to my bluesky account now lol

i miss my girlfriend,,,,,,

i have her plushie though hehe

it's so weird having just a reverse chronological timeline to browse tbh. idk...

also weird having to come back to my website to post anything but that is the indieweb spirit or something (i could do pesos but takes effort, bleh)

just realized i didn't have the heat on and so i've just been freezing to death

ugh ok maybe this weekend i will redo how my website works so not every post syndicated to bluesky includes a url

but i am so eepy rn

god my girlfriend has such good music tastes... or at least what she sends me/makes me listen to is really good

huh i am like a week behind on mathober posting huh... oops

hi posting this on my website to check if it'll get syndicated to bluesky through bridgy (pls pls pls work)

she stole my jacket from me (i stole it from her first and was wearing it cause it made me feel comfy and safe)

i miss hugging her jacket tbh