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new hobby is fucking up the names of java things

started calling quarkus "quack quack" and whatever armenia is "armadillo"

also the other day i accidentally said squeal-ite instead of sequel-ite

i'm so eepy

kinda want to wall mount the u7 pro in my apartment but the radiation patterns are making me feel like that'll not work out great for using my phone in bed...

i have the cutest girlfriend ever.......

still can't believe i get to be her girlfriend,,,,,,,,,,,

i'm so silly rn :3

god i love wearing my girlfriend's jacket so much, it's so fucking soft and cozy and aaaa just don't want to take it off ever.....

might cry

does anyone even care about me,,,

feeling a bit dead rn tbh

tbh this job is like really boring. more people should come so i actually have to like, check people in. instead of just sitting here looking around an empty room.

extremely eepy and gay right now

why am i so attached to hugging my girlfriend’s jackets……

feel like i annoy my girlfriend a bit tbh but like, i love her too much,,,,,,,

how is it possible for a girl to be as amazing as she is :pleadingcat:

eepy and gay

mmm i love my girlfriend’s jackets so much. so cozy to wear and hug and hold,,,,,

my girlfriend said she's going to go get me a surprise and i am convinced it is spaghetti

i blush so much whenever my girlfriend texts me “ily” aaa

i miss my girlfriend so much,,,,,,,

being a puppy is so cool………

i love my girlfriend so much,,,,,,,

she's actually so amazing :pleadingcat:

every time i hear this song it just confuses me in a way and i don’t understand why https://music.apple.com/us/album/astrid/1539844811?i=1539844814

playing mario party and being sad rn

i miss her :(

knowing that she reads my website sometimes makes me happy tbh :3 (hi nea :3)

god i hate myself so much right now

why am i never good enough? why does nothing ever fucking work out for me?

hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself

why couldn’t i just be smart enough

i hate myself :(

hate this brain :((

been hugging my girlfriend's plushie so much tonight, seems to be the only way i can calm down right now...

maybe i should drop out

too much sadness now

i think it would be very cool if at&t just gave me a /48 or something pls

i fucking hate at&t for only giving me a /60 ipv6 thingy. it's so annoying to work with in unifi :(

really want to setup a pds (idk if i'd do it on my pi or my server at my parents'...) and throw like an alt on it. just scared to do it on my main because afaik you can't migrate back to a bluesky-hosted pds and i'd probably fuck it up...

maybe i'd use like @puppygirlin.space or @puppygirl.ink

good night, it is eepy saige time i think

it should be possible for me to just have like 5 different names and everyone use them tbh that’d be so cute

4 hours of sleep is not enough for this puppy i think

i'm so eepy...

ideas are coming together :3

really hope she gives me a hug tbh >.< all i can think about right now :(

guess today is going to be one of those that i just don’t stop spiraling

feel close to being sick almost >.< just so much trauma coming back now

i’ve started wearing my airpods a lot at times that i previously wouldn’t have. like when running errands or walking alone. having a bit of background music is just rlly nice tbh

trying to figure out what to get my girlfriend for christmas without just asking her what she wants for christmas

i think i have some ok ideas so far

i should work on funny roblox game idea maybe

it’d be so cool if i had actually interesting things to post here. but i don’t.

instead, i just post gay thoughts.

totally not going down the “omg that name would be so cute” and then going through 20 different names pipeline… again…

alexis would be a cute name tbh

saige try not to get sad when her girlfriend doesn't reply to "ily" challenge (i know she does, and i also know she gets easily distracted sometimes and doesn't have discord notifications on. but my brain is still dumb and panics >.<)