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think it's that time of day where i just. lay in bed. and try not to cry.

genuinely just. annoyed rn

sad cause my girlfriend isn't giving me attention rn and like that's all i want.....

completely forgot that directv (satellite) has cheat codes that you can just, type into the search menu, do a keyword search, and hope it works.

how is webcage so fucking good omg

i wish ubiquiti made a travel router 😭

there was the amplifi teleport hardware a long time ago. but that didn’t work with unifi + it’s been dead for so long :(

keep looking at the selfie my girlfriend and i took at the airport this morning before saying goodbye and like, god she’s so fucking cute. and i also look kinda ok in the picture :3

i’m so sleepy now

miss my girlfriend already :(

won’t see her again for a week minimum. probably december 2nd at the earliest :((

sometimes i think about my ex (bad ex) and it’s just like. omfg she’s such an idiot, also how did i ever date her and also i hate her so much for what she did to me…

one time with some friends i said she should stop existing and my girlfriend said “usually id say that’s an over exaggeration but in this case it’s warranted” or something (don’t remember exactly what she said)

mmmm i love my girlfriend so much,,,, she’s so sweet and kind and cute and i just feel so safe with her tbh

new hobby is fucking up the names of java things

started calling quarkus "quack quack" and whatever armenia is "armadillo"

also the other day i accidentally said squeal-ite instead of sequel-ite

i'm so eepy

kinda want to wall mount the u7 pro in my apartment but the radiation patterns are making me feel like that'll not work out great for using my phone in bed...

i have the cutest girlfriend ever.......

still can't believe i get to be her girlfriend,,,,,,,,,,,

i'm so silly rn :3

god i love wearing my girlfriend's jacket so much, it's so fucking soft and cozy and aaaa just don't want to take it off ever.....

might cry

does anyone even care about me,,,

feeling a bit dead rn tbh

tbh this job is like really boring. more people should come so i actually have to like, check people in. instead of just sitting here looking around an empty room.

extremely eepy and gay right now

why am i so attached to hugging my girlfriend’s jackets……

feel like i annoy my girlfriend a bit tbh but like, i love her too much,,,,,,,

how is it possible for a girl to be as amazing as she is :pleadingcat:

eepy and gay

mmm i love my girlfriend’s jackets so much. so cozy to wear and hug and hold,,,,,

my girlfriend said she's going to go get me a surprise and i am convinced it is spaghetti

i blush so much whenever my girlfriend texts me “ily” aaa

i miss my girlfriend so much,,,,,,,

being a puppy is so cool………

i love my girlfriend so much,,,,,,,

she's actually so amazing :pleadingcat:

every time i hear this song it just confuses me in a way and i don’t understand why https://music.apple.com/us/album/astrid/1539844811?i=1539844814

playing mario party and being sad rn

i miss her :(

knowing that she reads my website sometimes makes me happy tbh :3 (hi nea :3)

god i hate myself so much right now

why am i never good enough? why does nothing ever fucking work out for me?

hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself hate myself

why couldn’t i just be smart enough

i hate myself :(

hate this brain :((

been hugging my girlfriend's plushie so much tonight, seems to be the only way i can calm down right now...

maybe i should drop out

too much sadness now

i think it would be very cool if at&t just gave me a /48 or something pls

i fucking hate at&t for only giving me a /60 ipv6 thingy. it's so annoying to work with in unifi :(

really want to setup a pds (idk if i'd do it on my pi or my server at my parents'...) and throw like an alt on it. just scared to do it on my main because afaik you can't migrate back to a bluesky-hosted pds and i'd probably fuck it up...

maybe i'd use like @puppygirlin.space or @puppygirl.ink

good night, it is eepy saige time i think

it should be possible for me to just have like 5 different names and everyone use them tbh that’d be so cute

4 hours of sleep is not enough for this puppy i think

i'm so eepy...