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feel kinda empty rn tbh.

like what’s the point of anything?

just realized i call her amazing like constantly :pleadingcat: but she never calls me that,,

i might be overthinking this >.<

omg omg omg i just thought about like, someday i could get her like some really cute jewelry or something :pleadingcat: (i think that's a marriage thingy but idk)

feel like i could disappear and no one would notice,,,

i'm puppy :3

just remembered how she hated me so much for using tailwind lol

fuck i am just, so happy i never have to deal with her again.

girl that'll never understand why people use linkedin (me)

girlfriend is laying in bed next to me rn while i'm on my macbook and she's just quietly snoring and omg it's so fucking cute

i love her so so so so so so so so so so so so much :pleadingcat:

so windy out puppy could almost fly away i think…

figuring out that i can just whimper instead of speaking has ruined my communication abilities…

put a DSi in front of this puppy and she will forget everyt-- OOO DSi!!!!!!!!

puppy trying so hard to not cry rn

currently have the hypothesis that if i get a pixel phone ill be hotter

anyways does anyone wannya buy me a pixel pls 🥺🥺🥺

puppy leah,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, :pleadingcat:

nea,,,,,,,,,, :pleadingcat:

why can’t i just. be a good puppy :(((

i try to be good puppy and i just ruin everything instead :(((

// TODO: WTF IS A RUBY ON A RAIL !!!!!!!

puppy needs its blankie....

converting my girlfriend into a sqlite fan rn

sleepy eepy puppy

nas nas,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, :pleadingcat:

needy for attention tbh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, :pleadingcat:

i'm a needy little puppy :pleadingcat:

i wannya lay in bed and cuddle her and snuggle her and be comfy under the blankies and :pleadingcat:

hm it seems like a slight possibility that i might be slightly gay............

puppy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wish i had any friends tbh.

i am so dizzy

puppy needs its nea jacket >.<

i miss her :(((((

i want to die

sleepy saige......

i hate myself rn

sudden desire to be called cute but in like an appearance way >.<

~~jacket~~ blankie :pleadingcat:

puppygirl that thinks everything is a blanket

mm keep thinking about yesterday when i got to sit with her and watch the super bowl and then we worked on treat together and then i got to take home another squishmallow :pleadingcat: aaa i love her so so much.....

what if i whimpered like a little puppy

at my girlfriend’s house rn and i have to pretend to be somewhat normal in front of her parents (i am very bad at being normal)

gay daydreaming about my girlfriend :pleadingcat:

puppygirl that whimpers

eepy and gay,,

yayyy convinced my girlfriend to be on bluesky :3

mmm it’s like perfect weather to go on a walk with her tbh :pleadingcat:

mm it's really nice when she shows up in my dreams tbh

sometimes she's just kinda there? but like, :pleadingcat:

"The world works with ServiceNow"

what an awful tagline, i do not want to live in a world using servicelater sob😭

keep looking at a picture of my girlfriend now and just, how is she so fucking adorable???? :pleadingcat:

filled with love for nea :3 (i love her so fucking much she’s so cuteeee)

i bet if i went to the eye doctor to get a new glasses prescription that my girlfriend would look even cuter somehow

monthly newsletter for my job went out today and i had the most servicenow incidents created this month??? (2nd place was behind me by 1 incident lol) how did this happen, i haven't even been here for the entire month how did i create the most servicenow incidents??? (winning though ig)

okay not being on windows is annoying cause all the docs for asp.net are about visual studio or vs code or just using the cli and like, i wannya use rider since im not on windows but there's no docs and stuff seems broken and aaaa :(((