mmmm part of me kinda just thinks a lot like

i still really want to date her tbh. i’m still uh, very in love and aaaaaaa >.< (wow big surprise, saige is gay)

and like she’s my best friend.

but just like. what do i do? if stuff never works out? i don’t know how to talk to people. idk how id meet new people rlly. especially people who id wannya date,,,, (my brain is weird abt getting crushes)…

like. idk if id find someone as cute and kind and sweet as her?

i have no idea if im making sense. i’m just. scared. rlly in love with her. and just. don’t know what to do. at all. i’m way too sleepy to be typing this tbh. but like. aaaaaaa rlly wannya date her >.< but if she doesn’t want to date then like. am i just lovely forever?

tbh like. living with her someday might be nice. just rlly love being near her aaaaaa